movies
oh my gosh you have to see "how to train your dragon" i loved it. i think i have watched it 10 times now. it is so cute.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
happy yet sad
well if you know my mom you already know that i got a job. it is temp to hire so we will see. something funny that happened is that i was sitting there and the manager was looking over my resume and he said that he was going to offer me the job but that he did not think that i would last to july 4th because i move around so much. i laughed and said that i would as long as i have a job i would be here. i think that i will like it.
anyways on another front i have been given some info that i have conflicting feelings about. i really want to believe it but there is just that in the back of my mind feeling that it is to good to be true. i dont know.
oh i talked with mama and papa the other day and i miss them like crazy.
on the home front here i am a little hurt and angry and i dont think that i am going to get over it anytime soon. i will not go into details but i will say that i am hurt by this but pretend as always that i am fine. it would not help anything to bring it up.
in the prabhjot front i have not heard from him in a few weeks but that is normal... i hate it but it is normal. he is busy and i think with this job the time will pass by faster. i miss him so much.
anyways on another front i have been given some info that i have conflicting feelings about. i really want to believe it but there is just that in the back of my mind feeling that it is to good to be true. i dont know.
oh i talked with mama and papa the other day and i miss them like crazy.
on the home front here i am a little hurt and angry and i dont think that i am going to get over it anytime soon. i will not go into details but i will say that i am hurt by this but pretend as always that i am fine. it would not help anything to bring it up.
in the prabhjot front i have not heard from him in a few weeks but that is normal... i hate it but it is normal. he is busy and i think with this job the time will pass by faster. i miss him so much.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
downer of a day
have you ever had a bad day? i seem to be having several. things just keep going bad. i had a shimmer of light the other day but then the wind blew or something. man i hope that things go better.
Friday, April 9, 2010
moment by moment
i am not perfect. i have never claimed to be. i just do my best and pray that at the end of the day pj will love me. i am a simple person i never wants big flashy things or to make others jealous. i just want to live my life with the man that i love and have my family be proud of me. if only life worked the way that you wanted it to. anyways...
so as everyone knows pj did not show up yet but i am still praying that he does. i am looking for work. (even though i am still hoping that he keeps his promise.) no luck yet but i am vigorously looking. i am not in school right now but i am working on getting back in. i miss my family in india. they mean so much to me and it is hard to be away from them. well till next time
so as everyone knows pj did not show up yet but i am still praying that he does. i am looking for work. (even though i am still hoping that he keeps his promise.) no luck yet but i am vigorously looking. i am not in school right now but i am working on getting back in. i miss my family in india. they mean so much to me and it is hard to be away from them. well till next time
Monday, January 18, 2010
the silver lining
On Pj
no mater what is going on in my life i have to say that pj is my silver lining. he is the best. even when i am completely frustrated with something that he has done. lol i like that i can talk with him about anything and everything. i dont feel that i have to hide things from him. ha ha ha he is doing finals so pray for him. he is studying his pants off. lol well he better keep his pants on other wise his teachers might wander about him. :) lol
On Work
i have a new job.... well i have a have not been paid yet job... but other then that it has been going good. she is a good boss and the work is hard but enjoyable. i make sandwiches and salads and there is soup and soda. i enjoy the work and the people that come in.
Finals
i am doing my finals for the next 2 weeks. i think that i am going to loose my mind. i study and study. i hope that i pass these classes. i am thinking that i am going to look into other schools.
New Shoes
i have my eye on some very very cute peekaboo pumps that are black and white. very cute and $50. i was planning to use the first paycheck to get them but hey that is life right.
Movies
a few weeks ago, mom dad brandi and i went to see Avatar. we all seemed to like it. we watched it in 3D. i loved it. i hope that when pj and i get a chance to spend some time together again that we can go see it again.
Everything else
well i think that is alot going on in my life so i am going to keep the rest to myself. i am loving visiting my family here in the usa but i do miss my family in india. i love pj and i am happy to spend the rest of my life with him. life is not always sunshine and roses but with pj life is always a little brighter.
no mater what is going on in my life i have to say that pj is my silver lining. he is the best. even when i am completely frustrated with something that he has done. lol i like that i can talk with him about anything and everything. i dont feel that i have to hide things from him. ha ha ha he is doing finals so pray for him. he is studying his pants off. lol well he better keep his pants on other wise his teachers might wander about him. :) lol
On Work
i have a new job.... well i have a have not been paid yet job... but other then that it has been going good. she is a good boss and the work is hard but enjoyable. i make sandwiches and salads and there is soup and soda. i enjoy the work and the people that come in.
Finals
i am doing my finals for the next 2 weeks. i think that i am going to loose my mind. i study and study. i hope that i pass these classes. i am thinking that i am going to look into other schools.
New Shoes
i have my eye on some very very cute peekaboo pumps that are black and white. very cute and $50. i was planning to use the first paycheck to get them but hey that is life right.
Movies
a few weeks ago, mom dad brandi and i went to see Avatar. we all seemed to like it. we watched it in 3D. i loved it. i hope that when pj and i get a chance to spend some time together again that we can go see it again.
Everything else
well i think that is alot going on in my life so i am going to keep the rest to myself. i am loving visiting my family here in the usa but i do miss my family in india. i love pj and i am happy to spend the rest of my life with him. life is not always sunshine and roses but with pj life is always a little brighter.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
a new year a new day
things have been crazy. i guess it has been a while since i have written something. well christmas was good the only thing that would have been better would have been if pj was here and if we could have been in 2 places at once. ha ha ha i spent christmas eve with everyone at moms house. we played games and ate lots of different things. (everyone loved my chicken and pineapple meatballs.) levi, jen and xander spent the night and was there for christmas morning it was really fun. christmas day i went with levi to one of jens aunts house. then i went to josh and lisas. it was great. ok then new years eve mom dad and i watched the ball drop on tv. about a week ago i got a part time temp job. it is good so far... lol i have not got my paycheck yet but i think my bills will be happy that i can pay them now. i talked with pj yesterday. he is back at school doing finals. lol i am glad that he is doing finals because i am doing finals also. ha ha ha anyways i am just working and doing schoolwork. well till i have something to say again..... bye bye
Monday, November 30, 2009
GGGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad gggrrrr not happy gggrrrrr. i hat dealing with selfish people. i hate it. it is like they have no idea that the rest of us are out here being trampled by them. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
sorry for the ranting but i am doing a favor for a family member which involves a person that just drives me up a wall. plus they are one of the most self-centered people that i know. yesterday i took this person shopping with me...(i had a few but this one turned it into an all about them day... anyways) this person got made at me for wanting to go do something with the other person that was with us. they said that i promised their mom that i would take care of them (oh and FYI this person is 23 years old.) well in the middle of yelling at me about it this person grabbed my arm. hard and would not let go. then after spending 4 hours on this one person i spent 3mins... i know because the 3rd person had checked their phone.... so i spent 3mins on me and was paying for the christmas gift i had chosen when the selfish person stomped upto me demanded who i was getting the item for after i told them it was for pj this person got mad and started yelling at me that they had to leave and then tried for bully me out of the store and even grabbed my arm for a moment to drag me out of the store. the sales lady (god bless her!) quickly finished with my idem and handed it to me. (i could have kissed her.) to say i was mad is an under statement. but brandi was a life saver. i went shopping with her after and she was bubbly and happy and we shopped for christmas decorations. anyways that is life right?
sorry for the ranting but i am doing a favor for a family member which involves a person that just drives me up a wall. plus they are one of the most self-centered people that i know. yesterday i took this person shopping with me...(i had a few but this one turned it into an all about them day... anyways) this person got made at me for wanting to go do something with the other person that was with us. they said that i promised their mom that i would take care of them (oh and FYI this person is 23 years old.) well in the middle of yelling at me about it this person grabbed my arm. hard and would not let go. then after spending 4 hours on this one person i spent 3mins... i know because the 3rd person had checked their phone.... so i spent 3mins on me and was paying for the christmas gift i had chosen when the selfish person stomped upto me demanded who i was getting the item for after i told them it was for pj this person got mad and started yelling at me that they had to leave and then tried for bully me out of the store and even grabbed my arm for a moment to drag me out of the store. the sales lady (god bless her!) quickly finished with my idem and handed it to me. (i could have kissed her.) to say i was mad is an under statement. but brandi was a life saver. i went shopping with her after and she was bubbly and happy and we shopped for christmas decorations. anyways that is life right?
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