Counting down the days

Well i have today and tomorrow left to be here. then i head to pinky pu-ji's house for a few days then i get on a plane and go to mom and dad's. i wish i could stay because i know i will miss mama and papa but i also cant wait to go to see mom and dad and everyone in washington that i have missed while here. i know that is sounds silly but thats how it is.

oh i started school the other day. i like my classes. it is going good. well i have to run.

This is Xander. He looks alot like his dad. He is happy and healthy. i cant wait to see him.

A PROUD AUNT AGAIN!!!!

I am happy to anounce that I am a an Aunt again... :) Levi and Jen had their baby! I am so happy for them. and Xander Wesley is so cute. he is healths and his parents are very happy. i cant wait to see him. i have been packing and getting ready for my trip to go see my mom and family in Washington U.S.A. i have missed my mommy. She is so much one of my biggest strengths. and another one of my strengths (Ripu) said he will be at my moms before me so i am excited about that. I miss him. lol I am so much in love with him. He makes me so happy. ok well i have to go pack some more so see ya all later.

a moment in my life

i close my eyes,
i can feel your breath on my bare neck.
your moist lips gently brush my lips,
your kiss is meek and gentle,
my skin tingles under your touch.
you pull me closer now,
i can feel the need and urgency in your kiss,
your fingers are tangled in my hair.
finally our lips part,
we are both out of breath.
my eyes flutter open,
and you are there.

SATISFIED

Today Pj was excepted into med school. He is so excited. I am so proud of him. He has worked so hard for this. I can't wait. He is taking me with him. I feel so happy. I feel like our lives are finally back on track. Pj is in med school, I'm in school, we are together mind body and spirit. and I am loyal to him. I am keeping all my promises that i made to myself on my birthday. I feel so clean and it finally feels like things are going right in my life, in our lives. I can again see the house we build together and making it into our home with little things. Then grow happily old together in rockers on the porch. right now i feel satisfied with my life. I feel like, like well Satisfied is the only word that i can think of....i am satisfied.