movies
oh my gosh you have to see "how to train your dragon" i loved it. i think i have watched it 10 times now. it is so cute.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
happy yet sad
well if you know my mom you already know that i got a job. it is temp to hire so we will see. something funny that happened is that i was sitting there and the manager was looking over my resume and he said that he was going to offer me the job but that he did not think that i would last to july 4th because i move around so much. i laughed and said that i would as long as i have a job i would be here. i think that i will like it.
anyways on another front i have been given some info that i have conflicting feelings about. i really want to believe it but there is just that in the back of my mind feeling that it is to good to be true. i dont know.
oh i talked with mama and papa the other day and i miss them like crazy.
on the home front here i am a little hurt and angry and i dont think that i am going to get over it anytime soon. i will not go into details but i will say that i am hurt by this but pretend as always that i am fine. it would not help anything to bring it up.
in the prabhjot front i have not heard from him in a few weeks but that is normal... i hate it but it is normal. he is busy and i think with this job the time will pass by faster. i miss him so much.
anyways on another front i have been given some info that i have conflicting feelings about. i really want to believe it but there is just that in the back of my mind feeling that it is to good to be true. i dont know.
oh i talked with mama and papa the other day and i miss them like crazy.
on the home front here i am a little hurt and angry and i dont think that i am going to get over it anytime soon. i will not go into details but i will say that i am hurt by this but pretend as always that i am fine. it would not help anything to bring it up.
in the prabhjot front i have not heard from him in a few weeks but that is normal... i hate it but it is normal. he is busy and i think with this job the time will pass by faster. i miss him so much.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
downer of a day
have you ever had a bad day? i seem to be having several. things just keep going bad. i had a shimmer of light the other day but then the wind blew or something. man i hope that things go better.
Friday, April 9, 2010
moment by moment
i am not perfect. i have never claimed to be. i just do my best and pray that at the end of the day pj will love me. i am a simple person i never wants big flashy things or to make others jealous. i just want to live my life with the man that i love and have my family be proud of me. if only life worked the way that you wanted it to. anyways...
so as everyone knows pj did not show up yet but i am still praying that he does. i am looking for work. (even though i am still hoping that he keeps his promise.) no luck yet but i am vigorously looking. i am not in school right now but i am working on getting back in. i miss my family in india. they mean so much to me and it is hard to be away from them. well till next time
so as everyone knows pj did not show up yet but i am still praying that he does. i am looking for work. (even though i am still hoping that he keeps his promise.) no luck yet but i am vigorously looking. i am not in school right now but i am working on getting back in. i miss my family in india. they mean so much to me and it is hard to be away from them. well till next time
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