Talking

i talk with pj. I think that is is interesting how I can be so far away from pj and when we talk on the phone it feels like he is in the other room and going to walk in any moment. he feels so close. My goodness i cant wait for him to get back here. I miss him.

i talk with my mom more about everthing when i am here. i mean we have been very close for a few years now but it just seems that we make more of an effort to connect more. (and i love it when she calls, because i know that it costs alot to call me and she makes the effort to atleast call and say that she loves me. lol it might not make sence to anyone but me...)

i talk with some of my friends in usa. i miss them. they are so good to me. i asked them to check in on my mom and family while i am gone... to most people that would be a "hey how is life going for you? oh thats good. ok see you later." and then only once a month or something. but nooooo my friends help out often. they go over and spend time getting to know what my family needs and then are there to help. they are amazing...... :)

i talk to god. another promises that i made is to pray more. i feel closer to my maker. i try to take an hour everyday to meditate. during that time i think about were i want from this life, what i can dring to the lifes of the people that i love, and i talk with god. i think it is one of my favoret parts of my day.


But on to other things. i have been doing very good with my promises. i feel stronger as a person. i mean yes i have been working out but i am not talking about that kind of strength. i mean that inner strength. the only promises that i am having a problem with is contenuing to go to school. my school and i are having problems. but other then that i am doing great.